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Dreamland of the CynicalLights that dimmed in evening's fall, lit the path in disillusionment, as more points began to rise and set the sky on fire.  Dawn so near but too far away, she could not reach the safe haven of day and the trees that surrounded her blocked her only from the path to truth.  She closed her eyes, waiting for everything to be set aflame, as those points rose and fell, tied to strings caught in dreamland.   
And all her memories that trickled down the page like colored ink, were the only blockage she needed from reaching the safety of day.  But was that safety true or were the flames of the sun an illusion to her consciou Dreamland of the Cynical
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Gray GravesSnow white paths lined with gray graves, we followed them in hopes of finding the life buried beneath the dead ground, but what we didn't remember… was that once we hit hell, there was no hope left.  And all the lies I told you, all the lies I ever said, were only distractions from what it was I really wanted, and what it was that I truly meant,  Because what I've felt has never faded and those gray graves were buried beneath the snow white pathways of my mind, until no longer could I keep them buried and they emerged in this massive storm.  
 
In the world I come from and in the life I've lived, there is a lock and a Gray Graves
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Geometrical Barriers to LoveLines that crossed each other in infinite space, across the planes that met at intersections, they continued on forever, never ending even when met with obstacle, no obstacle could be real.  I met you at the crossroads, from plane to plane… intersections of lines and geometrical figures, you were on your way elsewhere, and we could not follow each other's lines, only continue on in our own,  Because each line that never ended, kept us further and further apart, and as time passed, I found myself dreaming of you and impossibilities that could never be.   
No shapes of heart could be made, no shortcuts, no turns, no cur Geometrical Barriers to Love
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Failing Love of the PhoenixA phoenix flew above the skies, beyond this atmosphere, out of sight,  A warmth in space that it could feel, drew it near to death's last grace,  Set afire with warmth, it combusted in the flames, and turned to ashes in zero gravity.   
Love is such an unpredictable thing, once warm and inviting, it turns cold and harsh and slowly the flames spread, as ashes fall from already broken hearts.  Truths unspoken turn into lies not unbroken,  And all my efforts to keep the fire going turned only into safety risks.  My heart set on fire, turned to ashes, a sign of death,  And my once only broken heart, died by Failing Love of the Phoenix
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Betrayal and the Loss of Friendship

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 22, 2009, 6:51 PM


Being infuriated, hurt, insulted, made fun of, outcast among many others has basically summed up these past few months for me.

It's been a hard few months. I lost my best friend of about 6 years. We officially hate each other now. A lot of things happened that I won't mention here and whether it was miscommunication or not doesn't matter... because our friendship is non-existent and she has hurt me like no other person has. Throughout this entire experience this year, I've learned something that probably isn't a good thing in many ways: I can't trust anybody but myself and if I ever do again,I had better keep my eyes wide open for any daggers that may be hidden behind their back.

This entire experience has essentially destroyed my ability to trust anyone even remotely. What happened with my best friend is what has caused my struggles of this past year specifically, but generally... it has caused my struggles for the past three years. It's been going downhill very quickly.

What happened has destroyed many of my friendships. I've lost my ability to be a friend and to understand others. I've closed myself off from others and I've been growing more and more angry every day so that I didn't have to be depressed. It turns out to be just as destructive as depression.

I feel like everyone hates me and I feel like I've lost everything that made things ok for me. It's like in order to make everything ok again, I have to start over completely, but I don't know how to do that... because I'm not willing to trust anybody right now. I'm nowhere near willing.

This has basically been the hardest year of my life. At least throughout other hard parts of my life I wanted to work through it. I don't even have the will to do that anymore.

And I don't know what to do.

For her sake and for mine I will not give specifics, simply because I have learned from my mistakes and other than that... I would never do to her what I am sure she is doing to me.

I guess in many ways it's a good thing it ended. On the other hand, I was already very mangled from my years of struggles and this just broke me completely...

And I'm not sure I can put myself back together again.

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  • Current Residence: where the river flows
  • Interests: band/colorguard, winterguard, art, writing, dancing, philosophy, photography, anime etc.
  • Favourite movie: Prom Night, The Pursuit of Happyness, Freedom Writers, John Tucker Must Die, Advent Children etc.
  • Favourite band or musician: Paramore, Evanescence, Within Temptation, Nightwish, El Sueno de Morfeo, Tokio Hotel etc. etc.
  • Favourite genre of music: anything and everything
  • Favourite artist: susumi3 is possibly the best artist our age I have met
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe is the best poet EVER!!!
  • Favourite photographer: my late great aunt
  • Favourite style of art: whatever looks beautiful
  • Operating System: More interests: Spanish Club, Anime Club, reading, theatre, foreign languages, the environment etc.
  • MP3 player of choice: i-Pod
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  • Wallpaper of choice: idk
  • Skin of choice: my own
  • Favourite game: FFX
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2... cause it's the only one I own
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~Post-Mesmeric Nov 14, 2009, 6:46:24 PM
Thank you very much for the :+devwatch:. It really means a lot.

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~UnlikelyAngel11 Nov 14, 2009, 6:47:15 PM
no problema

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I'm different not because I hate what's popular... not because I think conformity is always a bad thing... but because I choose to be who I am... and not what everyone else wants me to be.
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~baphometx Nov 2, 2009, 5:20:12 PM
Thank you for the fave! :D It's very encouraging ^_^
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~UnlikelyAngel11 Nov 2, 2009, 5:24:36 PM
of course... you're a great writer and deserve more recognition. I'm glad I found you. You have talent.

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~Thingamabob999 Oct 8, 2009, 5:38:14 PM
Hey hey hey! Thanks for the :+devwatch:

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~UnlikelyAngel11 Oct 8, 2009, 5:49:59 PM
haha, you're welcome!

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I'm different not because I hate what's popular... not because I think conformity is always a bad thing... but because I choose to be who I am... and not what everyone else wants me to be.
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~CherryMintGirl Sep 26, 2009, 4:56:27 PM
Thanks for the watch!~ You get this gold star!
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~taylornichollec Sep 23, 2009, 8:45:51 AM
thanks for the :+fav:!

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~OtomePanda Sep 15, 2009, 3:15:22 PM
Thanks for the watch~! :3

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~LoveKnowsNoGender Sep 6, 2009, 11:27:17 PM
Hey. Hey... HEY. HEY YOU! :meow:

Thank you for the fave! :tighthug:

:] You took the time to fave me, so I wanna take the time to thank you.

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~LoveKnowsNoGender Sep 6, 2009, 11:28:07 PM
: / Well that didn't work. ;3;

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Vanilla - with other natural flavors!

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Mood: Love ~madtvstuartlovesdot Sep 6, 2009, 10:55:30 AM
i really like your stuff!

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Mood: Joy ~seto2112 Sep 4, 2009, 9:27:13 PM
Thanks for the fav! ^__^

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*NeonFlames Aug 31, 2009, 10:46:02 AM
heyy
fanks for the fave! ^^

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~LadyReemz86 Aug 25, 2009, 7:02:06 PM
thank you so much for the Dev Watch!! ^__^

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~Zinnia-Aster Aug 22, 2009, 7:36:00 AM
:icontff1::icontff2::icontff3:[link] I appreciate that so much! :)

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~5letters Aug 17, 2009, 7:06:22 PM
cheers LADY....:hug:

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~UnlikelyAngel11 Aug 16, 2009, 1:57:06 AM
de nada!

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I'm different not because I hate what's popular... not because I think conformity is always a bad thing... but because I choose to be who I am... and not what everyone else wants me to be.
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=Lord-Kevinz Sep 27, 2009, 10:07:37 AM
thank you for the fave

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~stingrei Aug 15, 2009, 9:58:05 PM
thanks for the fav!

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~rindy Aug 11, 2009, 4:42:44 PM
tanks

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~dylanmoore Aug 11, 2009, 8:08:59 AM
thanks for the watrchh
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~UnlikelyAngel11 Aug 11, 2009, 8:19:24 AM
de nada!

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I'm different not because I hate what's popular... not because I think conformity is always a bad thing... but because I choose to be who I am... and not what everyone else wants me to be.
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